so many questions bouncing around my head
do i ask them?what’s going to happen to us?why are we all changing?why are we all so angry with each other?what’s with this all being so hard?is this the end of the road?
none of the questions are answerable, so i’m going to have to take a deep breath and grit my teeth which i guess is what i’ve been doing for the past couple of months so i’m a pro at it now. woo.
also the little boy next door is screaming loads and it’s annoying me. and i have loads to do but i am procrastinating. I am trying to write a personal statement about why i should be accepted at any form of higher educational facility. but the truth is i don’t even know the best aspects of myself for my OWN piece of mind, never mind for someone who is going to judge me on the 4000 characters i have to string together for myself. then i have all my school work. URGH. i don’t WANT to do school work, everybody else is going out tonight….even momma samson - i want to go out. But i am going out on Tuesday, so all is not lost.
Thomas is going to Magaluf on Tuesday, he spent all of last night telling me that if he had the chance with 8/10’s-10/10’s he had no choice but to take the chance. charming. haheheha.
back to bullshitting about my wonderfulness